How about the times that you just don’t even know how you feel. There are so many things happening around you, so many decisions, so many feelings, so many responsibilities you just kinda shut down to all of them and deny them all…that’s a familiar place for me.
Processing and thinking about certain things isn’t really how I like to do things so I tend to delay, deny, and distract very well.
Habits are meant to be broken. I continue to work on a different list of “D’s” with the hope to decide, delve, and decipher without fear.