Stop waiting for what others want for you, what others will think, or disregarding something that your internal dialogue keeps repeating.
Who lives your life?
Whose happiness is what matters most?
Who pays the price when you don’t do what you want at the expense of others?
Live for you and only you. It might feel selfish at times. It might feel weird because we are not used to caring for ourselves or taking time for our own desires, needs, and priorities. However, I am here to say DO IT. Everyone else suffers when you aren’t happy and fulfilled. Others try to help but they cannot until you help you!