First opportunity to share my story and pay it forward. When you experience heartache and don’t know why until it’s too late, that can have a profound effect on your life. Relationship themed OCD plagued me when I fell in love and when it was too late. I had already pushed the one person away who I wanted everything with. I learned about all the reasons I pushed my partner away and how all my emotions were manifesting. Desperate to explain why it happened, express how I truly feel and now being able to tune into my heart without the obsessions and fear consuming my mind has been something to live with as a blessing with where I am but also one of the toughest things.