Fear of Feeling

"I am independent." "I like being on my own." "I am not a relationship kinda girl." Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah...excuse, excuse, excuse. What these should say is "I have had to be strong for myself for so long that I can't imagine allowing someone else to be strong for me and with me." "I … Continue reading Fear of Feeling

Magnetic Force Field

I have been told many times that I am a guarded person. It has been said in different ways like being "mysterious," "in my head," and "there was so much going on in there." There has been one person who has wanted to find out what it's all about, and I feel like I failed … Continue reading Magnetic Force Field

Being a Child of Divorced Parents

I never knew how, or if, it affected me. I didn't know my father growing up so I figured if I never knew him, and never went from having him in my life to not having him, then how could it affect me? I never thought about it, I never was plagued when I saw … Continue reading Being a Child of Divorced Parents